Monday, June 20, 2005

Comfortably numb!!

Ok.. so I have lost my temper again!

And that too for a trivial reason and at the worst possible time. But I don't care anymore, for these are the people who are now unknown to me, I am never going to meet them, they never wanted to meet me, and I have had too much to take.

The venom is out and I feel relaxed, feeling a bit misreble though, for it was not what I wanted even in my nightmares. Yet it happened, and worse yet, it mas me who made it happen.

But as I said, I don't care anymore. I accept I am a mentally sick bastard, but they are no saints!

Floyd rules.. I am comfortably numb!

13 comments:

Srinivas said...

Yes! That's the way to go... and yes definitely... FLOYD RULES!!!!

Child Woman said...

cool post...u kinow what i forst thought ur my schoolmate keshav...we had lost touch...he mailed me back the same day u wrote a scrap :)...nyways nice reading thru ur blogs...ur one hellova thinker

Keshav said...

@Child Woman : Thanks for the complements. Keep reading!

@Srinivas: No buddy, I deeply regret what I wrote. This is not the way to go, just because I lost temper, I don't get rights to abuse others.

I really am mentally sick! But I am sorry for this blog!

Srinivas said...

no keshav - i don't think so. there's always a limit to what a person can withstand. if that's exceeded, every individual has every damn right to take control. i guess that's what you did.

Keshav said...

Exactly!!! That's what others are doing now!!
There's a limit to my nonsense that others can take!

Srinivas said...

but dont forget that it works the other way too!!

Keshav said...

yes it works both ways.. but this time I was at fault! And I know it very well!

Child Woman said...

hey keshav im honored to figure on ur list....:). u can add me.

Apps said...

There are no saints?? What about St. Peter, St. Patrick..
:P
jk.. chillax

Apps said...

And about floyd rules... absolutely !!!
I wonder why I took so long to discover Shine on you crazy diamond.. ooh its soooo goood

Keshav said...

@Apps: I wrote they are no saints!!
Read carefully!!

But as mentinoed earlier, I repent to blog this!

And as far as Floyd rules thingie is concerned, he definitely does, but so do Jagjeet Singh, Suresh Wadekar and Ghulam Ali!! Try them once!
:D

Crouching Tigress said...

As for Floyd, well yeah! You know "someone somewhere" by Jagjit and Chitra Singh is an album I like. Maybe cause its so blue. Maybe cause they made it after their son died.Anyway, I can relate to short temper and even worse spewing of venom ;). Keeps ME healthy but sickens people around. You are right, there is only so much others will take. Darn impulsive behaviour!

Keshav said...

@searchinformrmojorisin:
Yes, that album is one of the most touching ones, but my favourite is "Ab main raashan ki kataron mein nazar aata hun.." I think, most don't even know about the song, but it's a touching one!
I have a huge collection of Jagjeet Singh and Pankaj Udhas on my pc.
:)

And yes, darn impulsiveness! I always stand repenting because of it!